If I haven’t said it before, I love to vacation.
That’s something that Mark and I shared.
Nolan loves it too.
So this week Nolan and I were at it alone.
Well, not really alone.
We joined Mark’s cousin Troy, Melissa & baby Jackson.
And we stayed with family in Washington.



Do you know the feeling of
taking a child to Disneyland for the first time?
It’s like you are seeing it all again
for the first time through their eyes.
So much of the joy and excitement
that I would feel about a beautiful
landscape would be because I knew
how much Mark was loving it.
And this trip, seeing it on my own
Was like going to a kid movie without a kid.
Or maybe for you guys, seeing a chick flick
without a chick.
And as much as I enjoy a beautiful view
it’s as if every magnificent mountain
or breathtaking view was made for Mark.
He just loves it that much.
On the ferry to Victoria, Canada
I saw it.
It was like a gift.
Perfectly packaged between incredible islands,
snow capped mountains, and a glassy ocean was
the most beautiful view
I’ve ever seen.
It’s like it belonged to me
in some small way.
I guess because I couldn’t see it
through Mark’s eyes this time.
But I must say
it was spectacular.

More vacation tales to come…
May 30, 2009 at 4:35 am
That top picture of you is so beautiful. You are stunning! H
May 30, 2009 at 5:32 am
I hadn’t read your page in a while so catching up with how you & Nolan are doing is an inspiration. Your openess about your life without Mark, how Nolan is adapting & how the bond between you is growing & changing into someting so beautiful is both difficult & wonderful to read, thank you keeping up with this journal & letting us into your lives. I too love the top picture…
May 30, 2009 at 5:53 am
I love the photo of you and Nolan. I saw your vacation photos on facebook, and loved them! It looks like you all had a great time. The first of many fun vacations for you and Nolan!
May 30, 2009 at 7:33 am
Heather is right… STUNNING!
May 30, 2009 at 9:26 am
i had no idea you were coming to victoria.
i would have loved to meet you and nolan! but…i am moving back to So Cal next month so…maybe then?
blessings.
xo
May 30, 2009 at 1:05 pm
Looks like you had a wonderful time. Heather is right. That pic of you two is just beautiful!
May 30, 2009 at 11:09 pm
You picked the BEST time to come to WA!! The weather has been just AWESOME!!!! It’s as if it were meant for you and Nolan to come and just enjoy yourself. I hope you were able to do some of that…even for a little bit. Love, love, LOVE your pictures! Thank you for sharing yourself with us (your readers).
May 31, 2009 at 11:40 am
I love that Mark was so very into the mountains or just being outside…anywhere. It’s something we can all cherish. Nolan will be able to see his dad forever through the world that God made.
May 31, 2009 at 1:45 pm
Angie-Just wanted you to know that many people are still praying for you and Nolan. Your blog is heartwarming. What a beautiful life you shared with Mark. I’m praying for your peace.
June 1, 2009 at 6:37 am
What beautiful landscape! Just wanted you to know that our family keeps you in prayer.
June 1, 2009 at 1:31 pm
You were overdue for a vacation. I’m glad you had a good time.
June 1, 2009 at 9:18 pm
These words are so very special and full of comfort! Praying in Seattle!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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